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YEEHAWW [May 14th, 2007 @ 4:50pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

30 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!

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studyhall [October 3rd, 2006 @ 1:23pm]


NOW IT'S A NECKLACE!!!
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_hate it or love it, the under dog's on top_ [March 13th, 2005 @ 3:50pm]

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I'm going friends only because I have a livejournal terrorist!! ohhh boy! Comment to be added, and if you don't have a livejournal, GET ONE!
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_I look at you and smile because I'm fine_ [March 12th, 2005 @ 8:49pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Everything has been going great. Friday after my detention I went to Maddy's with Jessi, Alyssa, and Karen. We had nachos for dinner and then went to the show at school. Jessi was an usher! The show was great and the whole time we were dancing (the crack shake) and screaming Megan, Sean, Zac, and Brady's names. They were all great. I really liked the show and it was funny. We talked to this weird guy that had Johnny Depp's hat and waved his coat around a lot. He was... different? After the show was over, we walked back to Jessi's house and got chased by dogs with our pants down! We prank phone called Maddy's and some other people and called 411 a million times trying to figure out the number to a pizza place that was open. At 11:50 we finally ordered a pizza from Papa John's. Me and Alyssa ran upstairs and wanted to devour it. haha. We shared anyway though. Then we gave massages and fell asleep listening to music. We woke up early because Maura came over. We all got ready and went to the dollar tree, then to candy nation, and then to the coffe shop. While we were in the coffee shop, I decided to call Ben and see if he wanted to hang out. While we were waitng for Ben, we went to the bridal shop and destroyed the place. Then we ran into PJ and Matt and we shot them with their little toy guns. Me and Alyssa went into Maddy's and played video games and FINALLY Ben was there. We went into the clothes store, I forgot what it's called, and tried stuff on. We tried to get Ben to try it all on but he wouldn't. Lameooo. We went into the library and got thrown out because the librarians didn't like Alyssa's puppet show. Ben bought us food and cherry coke at Derchi's and we went back to Jessi's place and danced and took pictures. Ben is so rad, haha. Jessi's mom hit on Ben for a bit and then he had to go home. Maura cut Karen's hair. It's much shorter but I like it. Jessi threw us out and me and Karen walked Alyssa to Maddy's. I brought Karen back to my place and we made macaroni and cheese while waiting for Alyssa to get there so we could go to the rec. We ate tons of food and then worked our asses off and it was a kick ass time. Tomorrow I have to go to the cheerleading banquet. I wonder how that will be. That's all for tonight!

Much love.

<3 Tina

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_you made me feel beautiful again_ [March 9th, 2005 @ 9:27pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Some days her shape in the doorway
Will speak to me
A bird’s wing on the window
Sometimes I’ll hear when she’s sleeping
Her fever dream
A language on her face

I want your flowers like babies want God’s love
Or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come

Some days, like rain on the doorstep
She’ll cover me
With grace in all she offers
Sometimes I'd like just to ask her
What honest words
She can’t afford to say, like

I want your flowers like babies want God’s love
Or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come



smile and stay beautiful




thanks- you know who you are

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_I want to make you mine_ [March 9th, 2005 @ 12:05pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Home sick today. So much for that detention! Ha, I'm just going to have to go tomorrow and Friday instead. Bah, my stomach feels like crap. I woke up this morning, got ready, and then felt like I was going to vomit. I thought to myself, "hmm.. that can't be good!" So I figured I'd stay home today because tomorrow I want to see the the show and then on Friday I want to see the whole show. Friday, I'm going with Karen and I think Jessi. Then I'm going to Jessi's house and sleeping over with Amber and Alyssa. I'm gonna go and watch Judge Mathis with my mom.

Much love.

<3 Tina

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_i feel empty, but happy, but unhappy to be empty_ [March 8th, 2005 @ 6:15pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Today was... interesting. Things just don't feel right anymore. I decided I was going to brighten my day by skipping spanish and enjoying 4th period lunch with Karen and Alyssa. Plus I would get to be around Ryan, who didn't want to acknowledge my existence. I'm sure he would have if I had conjured up enough balls to speak to him for the first time since we broke up. Well anywho, the lady who watches the door to the lunchroom was like "why are you in this lunch?" and I told her I was in the play and that it was the only time I could eat lunch. She believed me and she went off on her way. I was like sweet, I'm finally getting away with something stupid and fun! Oh silly Tina, you should know better! Mr. Moriarty (Deputy Douchebag) was standing over the table just watching. The enitre awkward 7 feet of him, just standing there. I didn't acknowledge him and just kept talking to Alyssa. He asked me why I was there and I gave him my line that I'm very well known for..."I don't know." He took me to the office and gave me away to Mr. Clark, who wasn't pissed off at all and seemed to find it a bit humorous. I have two days of detention though. Tomorrow and Thursday. Of coarse on my way out of the office I said my thank yous to the man for giving me such a wonderful burden on my shoulders to bring home to my mother. I was quite surprised at the fact that she didn't mind at all and thought it was rather funny. "You skipped Spanish? That's one of your best subjects, at least skip a class you're failing!" I'm not introuble at home and that's all that matters. At the end of the day I decided I would talk to Ryan. It's killing me not to talk to him. It's not just about losing a boyfriend, we were friends before we started going out, so I lost that too. I asked him if he was ever going to talk to me again and he said yes. I asked him when and he said he will talk to me now. We talked about my detention. Yes, I still like him because I'm an idiot. I guess if he were to make up his mind about us and wanted to go back out sometime soon, I'd be there. Foxy said I'm whipped!! Noooo! I can't believe this, I am! I'm flirting with Scott a lot but right now I want Ryan. Before it was the other way around and then Ryan got me over Scott, and when you get me over Scott, oh man! It's not like I'm being stupid over a complete asshole though, Ryan is not an asshole. He's a great guy, a great, confused, and sad guy. I cared about him when we were friends and I cared about him when we were together. Damn it, I'm.... CARING! I'll be around whenever he decides he's ready to be my friend again. Something else that's bothering me is my dad. I always miss him but when something happens, the feelings of him not being around always come back to me. I don't know how I feel, but I hope I'm happy again soon. I love everyone!

"Jesus loves you but I think you're a cunt."-Megan


Much love.

<3 Tina

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_I'm weak, it's true_ [March 7th, 2005 @ 8:34am]
[ mood | crappy ]

Right now I'm in the library at school. It's my study hall and I'm mad bored. I feel so sick and I just have no desire to be here. I would give almost anything to be home right now and cuddling up in my blankets. I'm exausted. Last night Zac ran to my house because him and his mom got into a fight. We hung out and talked but Zac couldn't stay long because his mom was probably going to freak out. Well sure enough when Zac got home, he found out that his mom was looking for him. I don't know how things went after that but he's alive and in school today so i guess it wasn't that bad. About Ryan, I must be honest, I miss him a lot. Unlike him, my feelings don't just disappear. I'm really worried about him and I think that he has something wrong with him. I wish I knew what it was. I'm getting a feeling that this week is going to drain the hell out of me and I'm going to barely make it to the weekend. I'll do my best.

Much love.

<3 Tina

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[March 6th, 2005 @ 10:00am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Last night after the whole pmsing break up I decided to call Mitch. We've been through a lot together and I didn't know who to talk to about what had happened. It really cleared my head. After that I talked to Zac too and Zac always knows how to make me feel better. Then I talked to Jada and she really helped me out because she's been through a similar situation. Megan called me at 11 and we talked for a little bit. I woke up this morning and was still feeling a little torn, then I took a step back and realized that I have people all around me that care. I talked to a million people last night that were completely supportive. Not everyone has that. I'm grateful. Tommy really helped me out last night when I talked to him too. He helped me before it all even happened and I'm glad that he was looking out for me. It really means something. My choices are that I could sit around and dwell on what happened and how happy I was in the past or I could look towards how happy I'm going to be in the future and do what I can to find something real. This is just one little thing that is going to happen to me in the coarse of this short life. Bigger and better things are out there and I'm not going to waste a second of my life crying over something and making myself feel pathetic. I'm an awesome person and I know my worth. I have great family, great friends, and all together a great life. Fuck anyone who tries to take that from me.


Much love.


<3 Tina

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